Wednesday, October 7, 2009 at8:18 PM

YOU! yes YOU.

i never wanted anything from YOU,

NEVER!!!

i just want YOU to treat me equally,

its waay too obvious that YOU treat me differently compared to HER,

wat am i?

invisible to YOU?

" friendship is a delution, its all about the fame, the money and the look. " ?

do YOU really have to make it like this?

i never understand wth YOU want,

not like i treat YOU bad,

or treat YOU differently compared to HER.

so why??????

i know i dont have the fame, the look, the money!

but is that really what YOU are looking for???

YOU should know who YOU are!

and im not gonna tell.

i cannot change the way YOU want to treat me,

up to YOU!

but please! even you YOU really dont like me or wat,

please, can YOU dont make it so obvious?!

~~fuck~~ lah.

*back to assignments

Friday, September 25, 2009 at2:27 PM

pics from Langkawi!!! =)

our air ticket.

celebs going on their private plane. XD

shhh...poh sleeping! LOL

aaaww....wish one of them was mine.

island hoping.

the place where i found my first God. Milo panas! haha

eagle!!!

pregnant maiden lake

pregnant maiden lake 2

free massage! geli sial! haha

ticket for cable car.

cheerrrsss

a final group picture at the beach. =)

*more pics at facebook*

stupid fkingly @*^!@#(@#&^( unlucky day.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 at5:09 PM

unlucky day, really really unlucky!!!!
why do all the unlucky lucks come to me?
lets see, wat have i done???WAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU GOD???????

1) went to college so goddamn early when others are having their raya break n sleeping at home.
2) skipped lecture and finished up blardy management assignment. (lucky hor??wait till u see no.5)
3) hungry to death as no one is willing to have lunch with me. LOL
4) almost whole class got scolded by ms Juliana in marketing class as we 'DIDNT COME PREPARED'...naahhh go to hell!
5) management class, ms nava was talking bout assignment. and what i did was all wrong!!!!! well, not all, but almost all!!!!! WTF FTW WTF FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6) have to take the train back home as no one can fetch me today! coz EVERYONES HAVING HOLIDAYSSS!!!!
7) waited at the ktm station for so goddamn long as the train delayed.
8) reached telok gadong, mom came n fecth and near my house mom knocked a motorcyclist. well, he knocked us!!!! hard to explain! goddamn him!! go to hell u fcking cibai!!! summore came n scold us! u think u motorcyclist then really all also our fault wan ar?! !&^@&^!@&^#@ summore u noe wat he said? he fucking said something that fucking pissed me off that i felt like getting down from the car and smack him gao gao!!!!(but i didnt, hes an indian guy with tattoos and all, later he kill me first before i even touch him! LOL) ok, get back to wat he said! he said: i tau i tau u orang ini kaya u orang ini kaya, kita orang ini mandu motor (then point at his hands and all).........and bla bla bla!!!! wtf!!! we drive an old BMW we kaya la? n we kaya means we knock ppl lah??!!! u drive motorcycle means u miskin lah?? u miskin so u kena knocked lah????go to hell MCB!!!!! __ FUCK YOU!
9) was scared and angry, just reached home and mom said, eh, come lets go back there n get the car's side mirror...=.="""
10) so, went back to that place and got back our side mirror! =.= =.=""""""""""""""' idk wat to say!!!!!really!!!
11) quarrelled with mom.
12) has no one to talk to, in super bad mood, crap everything out here...
13) redo assignment!!!! FUCK!

AND THE DAY HAS NOT ENDED YET! fucksss!!!

Feel the Wind~

Monday, September 21, 2009 at12:21 AM

no matter how extremely emo you are,

no matter how extremely happy you are,

no matter how extremely rich you are,

no matter how extremely poor you are,

the 'BEACH' is the place for you. =)

why do i say that so?
whenever you are emo, sitting at a beach, listening to the waves, feeling the warm wind, walking on the soft sand just make you feel like heaven you know? *except the fact that sometimes its way too hot. XD
whenever you are happy, well, beach is just a happy place. oh, plus a cold beer! aaawwww..... =)
if you are rich, you can stay in 4, 5 stars hotels which have their own super nice private beach. i.e. Berjaya Hotels & Resorts in Langkawi.
if you are poor, no worries kawan ku, you can stay in 'no star' motels, or guest houses and just walk into other hotel's beach. LOL i.e. Zackry Guest House.

well okay, its obvious that, i just came back from a vacation.
the beach it was.
and Langkawi it was.
super extremely nice trip.
=)

*pics will be up soon.

Friday, September 11, 2009 at12:35 AM

as u can see, background, everything changed!
thank to Ms. Ah Tan who is currently so free that she requested to change it for me.
LOL
and i know i still need to do some touch-ups
but, will only do it when im free!
too many things are going on right now.
I AM GOING CRAZY!!!!!

bye.

Friday, September 4, 2009 at5:22 PM

today is really a bad day! as in BAD.
after coming back from Subang, i went to Aeon BT.
to buy bras, for my new belly costume.
was at the undergarments department for 1 hour!
yes! searched a fcking 1 hour for bras!
i couldnt find the color i wanted,
found it, not my size!
and finally, chose other colors!
babi sial!

then on the way from Aeon to Bukit Tinggi 1, where the tailoring shop is located.
there was this policeman on a motorcycle!
we were both at 'moderate' speed.
then he saw this motorcyclist at the roadside and he stopped without thinking is there any cars behind him or wat ever fucks! he just brake n stopped like dat.
so, i brake lah! duhh!!! n i nearly knock him, as in the policeman u know!
u can hear the squeeking high pitch brake sound!!!
imagine urself lah how sudden the brake was!
and the funny thing was the policeman just looked back and then continue talking to the motocyclist! WTF!!!!!!
i think he is going to summon that motorcyclist!
HEY WTF U CIBAI POLICEMAN! BECAUSE OF ONE FUCKING SUMMON FOR UR RAYA U RATHER RISK UR FUCKING LIFE AND MY PRECIOUS ONE??!!!! FUCK YOU! REALLY!!! FUCK YOU!!! GO TO HELL!
imagine if i really knock him down! i will laugh n just drive away i tell u! fucking brainless asshole!!!! BODOH BODOH BODOH!!!!

okay, then went to the tailor's. and my new costume fucking cost me RM450 and ++....damn fucking expensive i tell u!!!!! plus im seriously broke!!!
n i paid a RM150 down payment, no money d lah!!!!!

T_T
wat a bad day.
i hope u guys had a great one.

Saturday, August 29, 2009 at8:01 PM

this is the zoo negara post i promised. nahh, there u go. =)