Saturday, November 14, 2009 at4:56 PM
19 years of life with you,
but,
its different now.
Now that you are gone,
I can never see your face again,
I can never listen to you again,
I can never call "Ah Gong" when I go over to your "old place" again,
I can never see you smoking while reading your newspaper again,
I can never watch the news on tv2 at 8pm with you again,
I can never walk all the way from college to SJMC everyday just to see you, to hear you saying I am "Ah Mei's" daughter again,
Now that you are gone,
I cry every time when I think of you, when I am alone, wishing you were still alive, here, with us,
I miss the way you call me to eat eat eat and eat because you were sooo afraid that I am hungry,
I can never help mom to pick new clothes for you like I used to,
I never minded walking to SJMC everyday after class just to visit you,
I never minded praying everynight for you to get better,
I never minded holding your hands walking you here and there,
Now that you are gone,
My heart hurts awefully,
I feel like I am half dead,
A big part of my life is missing,
Now that you are gone,
I can never say " I am sorry, Grandpa!" to you face to face,
Ive been rude, Ive been naughty, Ive been bad,
And I sincerely regreted every single bad things that Ive done to you. I AM SORRY!!!
Theres so much more left to say if u were with me today face to face.
Watching your last breath was the most difficult thing for me to do.
We miss you very much and I know you are missing us too,
But dont worry, we will take care of ourselves and Grandma too.
I know it is a better place you went to,
Thank you for everything, Grandpa.
Rest in peace.
I love you. =)
Friday, September 25, 2009 at2:27 PM
pics from Langkawi!!! =)
our air ticket.
celebs going on their private plane. XD
shhh...poh sleeping! LOL
aaaww....wish one of them was mine.
island hoping.
the place where i found my first God. Milo panas! haha
eagle!!!
pregnant maiden lake
pregnant maiden lake 2
free massage! geli sial! haha
ticket for cable car.
cheerrrsss
a final group picture at the beach. =)Feel the Wind~
Monday, September 21, 2009 at12:21 AM
no matter how extremely emo you are,
no matter how extremely happy you are,
no matter how extremely rich you are,
no matter how extremely poor you are,
the 'BEACH' is the place for you. =)
why do i say that so?
whenever you are emo, sitting at a beach, listening to the waves, feeling the warm wind, walking on the soft sand just make you feel like heaven you know? *except the fact that sometimes its way too hot. XD
whenever you are happy, well, beach is just a happy place. oh, plus a cold beer! aaawwww..... =)
if you are rich, you can stay in 4, 5 stars hotels which have their own super nice private beach. i.e. Berjaya Hotels & Resorts in Langkawi.
if you are poor, no worries kawan ku, you can stay in 'no star' motels, or guest houses and just walk into other hotel's beach. LOL i.e. Zackry Guest House.
well okay, its obvious that, i just came back from a vacation.
the beach it was.
and Langkawi it was.
super extremely nice trip.
=)
*pics will be up soon.
Friday, September 11, 2009 at12:35 AM
as u can see, background, everything changed!
thank to Ms. Ah Tan who is currently so free that she requested to change it for me.
LOL
and i know i still need to do some touch-ups
but, will only do it when im free!
too many things are going on right now.
I AM GOING CRAZY!!!!!
thank to Ms. Ah Tan who is currently so free that she requested to change it for me.
LOL
and i know i still need to do some touch-ups
but, will only do it when im free!
too many things are going on right now.
I AM GOING CRAZY!!!!!
bye.
Saturday, August 29, 2009 at8:01 PM
this is the zoo negara post i promised. nahh, there u go. =)
the entrance
moi at the entrance
the tour guide. Ms. Low Sook Huey
our group picture
we pretend that the tickets are snake. LOL
alexx, apple, esther and i. owh owh and the fishiieeee...
me and sook huey snorkeling.
LOL!!!
busuk sial!!!!
Jumbo, Dumbo, and watever bo lah...still busuk!
me trying to fit in. hahah
hujan lah wei!
as it was raining, we waited under a hut.
wat we do best. =)
sien lah!!!!! damn potong la the rain!
meet the emo one. so lonely.
group picture! w/o Alexx the lousy photographer.
tapirs! comel!
cool~ really cool~
fat rhinos.
damn nice la!!!! i gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night....
*for more pictures*
Saturday, August 22, 2009 at8:10 PM
Please my friends, wait for this post.
be patient.
this post will be up after ive done both my management and marketing assignments.
=)
im sooo tired,my whole body is aching, dont feel like doing the assignments. XD
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 at12:30 PM
just got a msg from Jessie asking me to buy mask for her
i was wondering, why jessie wants to wear a mask in college
and now i noe why. theres H1N1 case in our college O_O (the eyes are not big enough LOL)
okay, tmr i seriously have to wear mask to college already.
dats all, bye.
LOL
